it's a shitty topic and i got worked up over it for no reason at all. Insensitivity is the reason if u want to ask me, but not like you never knew. True, you don't know me and I don't deny it. What a hostile talk that was but I never meant to be polite anyway. I'm just stating my facts and too bad if you don't like it. It's time to bury myself in tons of work and by the time A's are over, I shall then fret over that problem, that's if i still remember it. Time to work, chopchop. No time to think and some people are just not worth those precious seconds. Let it go and get on with life.

Sometimes, I seem so strong in my sentences as I rebut the words I hear with no considerations of how you feel. But sometimes, I get so weak inside when something minor occurs. So much that you see through every part of my heart. I just hope I can stay as strong as I look and sound, as in this entry.

I must never fall.